PaiN~

hmm,wut's life without love aite?and what kind of human soul without heart,rite?hmm i've been through so very hurtful love pain..hahah so poyo plak biler put the feeling into words.i asked a few friends what hurt the most, is it 'rejection' or 'break-up'?

hmm, guys believe break up would hurt a lot more.And most of the gurl said rejection..well tu survey kasar jer lah..hahhah and me,i've been through both situations.and funny enough i had to agree with what the girl's say..rejection does hurt a lot more compare to a break up.

mungkin pada dasarnyer,'rejection' tu nmpak lebih ringan dari 'break up', tapi bg ak, it's definitely 10x disaster dr 'break up' ats sebab-sebab berikut:(kehkeh sengal ak nih)

1) Biler direject, selalu nyer ternyata sebelah pihak sahaja yg terasa sakit hatinya-->maka kesakitan itu dtnggung sendirian.kalu 'breakup' plak, ia akn melibatkan dua hati yg dh prnah bahagia. maka logiknya,dua-dua pihak pun akn sedikit sbnyk sure terusiklah emosi sedih tu.Jadik satu dan dua, sedih n sakit hati sensorng,ada betulnyer lagik sakit dari dari dua orng berkongsi yg kesedihan..

2) Biler di reject tu, mcm2 perkara yg melibtkn keyakinan diri mmg lah sngt teraffected sebb diri dh terpikir, the relationship has not even started dh kena reject.Well kalu break up tu, at least both of u dh ada gud experience with each other,so sedey2 pun still bley terkenang2 pasal bnda baik yg korng pernah lalui bersama.

hahha hmm dpndekkn cerita,suddenly tonite,the person who practical had leave 'unwanted' scar in my heart had somehow contacted me~well before this, i always thought that i'll never ever gonna 4get him.hmm maybe i will not be able to forget him for the rest of my life,but one thing i realized tonight is that, 'the feeling' i have towards him for all this time is fading away.definitely fading~Though, i'm may not completely heal by now, i'm pretty sure that i'm recovering~no matter how long it will take,i'll recover and he will be definitely out of my system~ahhah...

seyesly, it took me years to recover from the emotional feeling of rejection nih..huhuh and only god know how i've changed from that day.perhaps i should thanks him~hahah cmnerpun hidup perlu sentiasa diteruskan..yeah!

quote of the day:

Boleh jadi kalian membenci sesuatu,padahal ia amat baik bagi kalian. Dan boleh jadi kalian mencintai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagi kalian.Allah Maha mengetahui kalian tidak mengetahui." (QS. Al-Baqarah 216)