~Dear Me~

Dearest Shahirah,

You know if you are not careful enough you"ll Be falling into the same old trap again.Though with a different person now, you know it would still hurt like hell~!

Gosh, how I wish i can really train every inch of your brain to just ignore and simply play along without involving any or even the very smallest part of me in his game. BUt then i do realize if we ever have to find someone to blame this thing to it's definitely going to be me, who have to take the responsibility right? In fact, I'm the one suggesting this plan right? I'm the one looking for trouble, right? and what i do? I dragged along every single of ur anatomy to do what ever i please.

So much of becoming an angel, konon~!Try to inject and spread the love.Encouraging and guiding sangat~!Shahirah,what are you thinking?Now slowly I mean very Slowly u're falling into the trap.AGAIN! See how stupid u are right?

We both always know at athe back of the mind and deep down within me whatever things he said, most of the time he don't really mean it right? He just by nature a sweet talker and for god sake with a very handsome physical that really attract U,right? DAMN~!

From now on things would be so much harder because u fall for him already~!But I do know if it involved me, u would be as much as helpless if he come around again right? Just be strong, Shahirah. Don't be very negative. I'm not trying to build up hope here but we just could not deny that if he is the one for you, he'll come around sooner or later..doakan sahaja..

"Ya Allah, jika dia benar untukku. Dekatkanlah hatiku dgn hatinya.Jika dia bukan untukku, redhakanlah aku dengan ketentuanMu."