it just that i always consider myself as an intern in the company where I'm working now.And somehow i always believe that I'm still in a learning process and that any mistakes i did, it still can be forgiven.and because of that, i had somehow (again~!) take matter a bit lightly.u know that they said in business world, everything which is anything can happen kn~and everything which is anything can mean money~!
hmm wut can i say,fresh grad mentality gamaknyer..ak mmg still hijau sgt dlm dunia engineering nih~ but dun worry i'm catching up pretty fast (well i force myself lah~mau nyer dgn rajinnyer ak wat)and deep down i know i started to fall even more deeply in love with this field...ey biler mau amik master daa..hahah oops,btw ak nk mndftar grad eng ngn BEM.asyik luper jer..
hmm being single and unattached somehow add up some points for my career path~tumpu kerja dl skrng nih~joli sukati,kuar suka jiwa..when jodoh + cinta come along,later baru pikir..hakahakhk
btw,brckp pasal career,to be true,ak x prnh sngka ak akn buat kerja2 eng masa masuk company nih as i apply for sales n marketing..tp itulh,org kata mungkin petunjuk allah nk bagi kot~eheh yg lawaknyer,between me n my job nih,it some kind of love-hate relationship..hahha ak suka buat kerja ak skrng nih tapi at the same time ada masanyer where i wish i can actually drop everything and just fly away~hahah
haa,ak kerja per sbnrnyer nih?huhuh br verify ngn boss,dia kata position ak nih namanyer project engineer..mak aih sikit lah punyer gah nama jawatan..and dear friend the job description, dsbbkn company yg ak kerja nih berstatuskn SME maka kerja dari menaip smpai shake hand with the client kena lah diri sndirik turun padang..ahhah kalu ada bunyik macam ak bermegah2 pasal jawatan tu,sesungguhnyer ketahuilah kawan2 that this is one of my proudest moment and please give me some time to actually enjoy it..hahahha
last couple of weeks had been quite a ride from hell gak ler..boss kejar2 tnya quotation nk submit..repair sana sini quo selepas berkali2nya ditolak..adoyai,penin..masa time attend meeting mmg terasa begitu kecil sekali diri ini..huhu tertnya2 apekejadah yg ak wat utk dpt attend meeting ngn 'org2 beso' nih..huhu 'orng2 beso' mksud ak, well established + well known arkitek, contractor, bisnes people..huhuhu diam jer ak..observe lah katakan..siapalah diri ini~ahhah
tp memanglah..funny enough bila berhadapan dgn kawan-kawan yg lain, ak still rasa rendah diri.i actually don't really know how to take compliments or perhaps just be proud of myself and where i'm now~maybe ak punyer self esteem nih problem kot..wut's wrong with me ha?
p/s selamat berkonvo utk rakan2 ku yg berkonvo dihujung Minggu begini~ahhah
video of the day~
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thanx sha, nanti ko konvo, aku pulak wish ko.. hehe
hey girl! this song is soooooo sweet! love it!
Congratulation! :D
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